As Good As It Gets

What a gorgeous baby!I want one too!Anyone would like to donate their ovum?I am planning to make the baby through the in-vitro procedure.I am not doing it the natural way,you bitch,I don’t want your STDs you accumulated throughout the years.

Important criterias:

1.Must be caucasian,I want my baby with blonde hair,blue eyes so that he/she is going to be in the popular crowd one day.You know how much Malaysians kids love hanging out with an ang moh or at least someone who looks like one.

2.No any hereditary illnesses please.He/she is going to age gracefully.

3.If I die before him/her,make sure you,the ovum donor,put in some sufficient money for him/her to go on living.

Haaa…I want a baby,may I?

It is not easy y’all to take care of the baby.He is so fragile and emotionally unstable.A bit of noise would wake him up and make him cry.Geez..But it is fun,and should be a helpful experience for me especially for the future use.

I got my semester results today.It was bad and I know what it means,no more scholarship. . Ahh there,gone my money.Bie bie Shell.It doesn’t really matter actually,I just do not like to burden my parents.It seems like I have to give up some luxurious activities that I used to do and save up.

Well,I am ok here.The air of negativity that has been surrounding me,was something that I solely made up,and it is nobody’s fault.Everything is fine,just that I tend to overexaggerate even for a very small matter.Life’s good and I should keep that in mind.:)

After months of confining myself in a tiny island,I am finally landing my feet on the soil of Kuala Lumpur.I never like KL that much,but it feels good to be here.On the daytime,I babysit my cousin’s 2 months old baby.It is really tiring,but its all good.Its been awhile since I updated my blog,things had gone quite rough.But,I am doing very fine now,taking my time to read books and doing some assesment and reflection of whatever in the past.

I swear to myself that the next semester,I am in dire need for a new change.And it is going to happen,when the next semester commence.

Disney’s Doug
-Yeah, he is a character created based on a real-life person.No,I can’t stop whatever Jay and Silent Bob trying to stop.(You know what I am talking about,Tar).Apparently,Doug was as popular as his network channel counterpart,Spongebob back in the 90’s.They made a theme-park attraction based on his character.There were also memorabilias,keychains,etc of Doug’s character.

Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind - Gotta watch that.

Groundhog Day - Watched it as a kid.Don’t you out there feel like the sort of deja vu that the character experiences ever occured to you?I do.The reason I want to watch the movie out of the blue is I think I experienced my own Groundhog Day,a few days ago,and beforehand,many times.

Nip/Tuck & Six Feet Under - Oh yeah,dark and loomy drama is my obssession

The Shining - I watched this before, but I do not think I understand the movie at that time.

Mrs Doubtfire - Something to tickle my funny bones.

Oh,what a joy,I finally resuscitate my reading habit.It feels good to become myself back again.I do not have to pretend to be another alter ego of mine,which I have been presenting in front of my newly met friends here in USM.Finally,I managed to take time,comfortably tucking myself inside my blanket,and read.Books I have been reading in this past 2 weeks:

Mitch Albom’s Five People You Meet In Heaven - Umm,it is ok.I guess.
Paulo Coelho’s The Valkyries - Umm,it is ok.I guess.
Paulo Coelho’s The Devil And Miss Prym - Yeah,it’s a good read.Let me put up this excerpt from the book.

“Very clever. Playing
the part of a charitable soul was only for those who were afraid of taking
small stand in life. it is always far easier to have faith in your own goodness
than to confront others and fight for your rights. It is always easier to hear
an insult and not retaliate than have the courage to fight back against someone
stronger than your self ; we can always say we’re not hurt by the stones others
throw at us, and it’s only at night – when we’re alone and our wife or our
husband or our school friend is asleep – that we can grieve over our own
cowardice.”

- From The Devil And Miss Prym, Paulo Coelho.

Currently reading - Soul Mountain by Gao Xingjian

Will read - Tash Aw’s Harmony Silk Factory
                    Orhan Pamuk’s My Name Is Red

Consider reading - Orhan Pamuk’s Snow
                                    Ellie Wiesel - Night
                                   A classic book Sherman Melville - Moby Dick

So,I think I will be moving to a new apartment from my current one.(My current place,a shanty lodge). I am still in the process of looking for housemates.I am still staying inside USM campus and bind to rules and regulations. I should be totally free and independent when I move out later.I have 2 options,wether to stay at one of those nearby apartment,which is near the front gate of USM or the one a bit farther but has every amneties you can think of(swimming pool,barbeque pit,air-conditioned room,etc).Of course I choose the latter.The problem is now is housemate.I choose based on certain criterias but not race or gender.It is better to have mixed race and gender in the house.I love diversity,it disperses uniqueness of each person.