Its been awhile since I posted any blog entry.My previous entry was about 4 - 5 months ago.
Lets see,where do I start? I do not have much things to say, everyday, I go through the same routine.I wake up in the morning, then straight to class after a quick shower and a simple breakfast. Usually, I come back late in the evenings.
Oh I gained about 15kg. The primary picture you saw in the primary photo, that was taken about a half year ago.
I just came back from KL last Monday.I spent the weekend at Odette’s house. It was the time for me to chill a bit after weeks of hecticness.Jared cheered up my weekend,he has grown up so fast! He is going into his 18th month now.He was adorable, but very fickle.I salute you,Odette, that you manage to take care of him with such patience. It was fun being amah for 2 days,I rather stay at their house and taking care of Jared than spending days alone in my room.
I can’t believe it,I am going into my 3rd year next year.Time flies.
I do not see a real achievements or any advancements in term of personal gains in this past 2 years, things happened so fast, with a blink of an eye, I woke up everyday, realizing that I am not getting any younger. Everyday is just a struggle to complete my assingments, lab reports and study for exams. My priority is merely to achieve a good grade. Other than that, I do not gain anything.
But getting older means I am being faced with more responsibilities. Honestly, I am afraid if I can’t fulfill these responsiblities. I know its a cliche but I believe millions of people around my age, especially the men feel the same way.
Just because I have goofy personality, doesnt mean that I am not serious in life.
Just because I tell someone that I am fine,it doenst mean that I am totally fine,I have worries too.
I just want to be left alone, but it doesnt mean that I am an anti-social person,I miss all my friends so bad.It seems so hard for me to pick up the phone to message any of my friends.I am afraid of the reactions of these people whom I have not seen so long.
Its not easy to say in words what is really inside me, if you are reading this entry,you may describe me a sensitive person with such a complicated mind. But, that is not who I am.It is not easy to describe when it comes to telling about who I am.
Sht! This entry sounds lame.You just can laugh off about it and just forget the content.There is nothing so interesting,just a guy who talks empty tin..